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Taking My Energy Back Bitches



I am so sick and tired of people lately. People constantly mistaking my kindness for weakness or that I’m interested in them. First of all, even though I get screwed over a lot for being kind or showing kindness I don’t care. I rather be kindhearted and burned then be jaded in life. I always end up becoming enlightened after I get screwed over. Small price to pay I guess.

I LOATHE when people think I am interested in them when I show kindness. I have been in a committed relationship for almost 3 years now. I don’t really post about it because that’s a part of my life I keep private. What irks me even more is when said people are aware of my relationship but still somehow think I would develop feelings for someone other than my Metal Jesus. No way, guey. That’s not how I roll…

Something I have realized over the last few months while being COMPLETELY let down but a couple of people is I gave way too much of myself to these two individuals. I gave them pure and complete kindness when the world didn’t show them much love. I genuinely care for these two people even though they let me down and probably will forever. I’m SO OVER IT. I can’t anymore, I just can’t. In a bit I am filming an announcement video to my Secret Society explaining more in detail and what my next move is. It’s a video I wish I didn’t have to make but I guess the time has come…time to take my energy back bitches!

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